well, well, well..
It’s been so long that I cannot remember my WordPress password 
Thank God my browser does 
So I’m back.. and I want to find time to write
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hey guys..
I just want to say thank you all.. for being there for me through this tough period. thank you for all the messages, texts, visits.. and kind words. I do hope I will be able to go back to my usual routine after this 3 week rest period. I need to be optimistic.
But most of all, I want to thank you! I don’t know what I would have done without you being here with me, holding my hand, kissing me when the pain increased.. or simply caressing me..
Or maybe I have an idea, but it’s darker and scarier.
It all means so much to me.. you’ve been so supportive and caring that you left me breathless..
Thank you.. for being in my life!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
it’s the little things we do..
- that I like so much..
- that make me smile..
- that make my heart pound..
I could make a list.. but it’s gonna be a long one
I’ll definitely start with the huge smile on your face.. which is the first thing I see when I wake up..
And I’ll end with your sweet “goodnights”.
But what’s in between.. that’s pure magic.
And it’s ours.
I cannot contain this rush of feelings..
It might be the wine I had tonight.. but as well, it might not be that..
It might just be you.
2000 km away and it might just be you.
And this time apart made me realise how close I’ve got to you for the past two months.. and how much I need to be there, anywhere, to share everything with you.
Today I’m coming home.
it’s the goodbyes that make you realize how much you care about someone..
and that’s when you know how much you’ll really miss them..
I already miss you..
it’s not goodbye.. it’s s2eus2on
I’m freeeeeee..
I’m free and with plenty of time to spend with you.
This summer is special. it’s our summer.
it’s yours. it’s mine. it’s special.
Seaside.. Mountains.. Berlin..
just like a summer should be.
But for these next two weeks.. I’ll miss you.
I’ll miss your eyes.. your smile..
our mornings.. our sweets break..
But afteeeeer.. the world is ours :*
we’re friends.. of course we are.
we do things together.. sure we do.
we tell each other stuff.. sometimes we do.
we help when in need.. definitely.
but what happens when we cannot help? when there comes a time.. when it’s impossible to help?
we forget all the good stuff.. we send some angry text messages..
and we’re not friends anymore..
my favourite kind of attitude 
now let me tell you what friends really do:
friends understand.
then they ask what’s with you and if they can help you in any other way..
and.. most of all.. they think TWICE.
I know that “a friend in need, is a friend indeed”.
even though I wasn’t able to help this ONE time.. I don’t think it makes me a bad friend.
I know I explained the situation. I shouldn’t have. Sorry for that.
now I’m angry. and I shouldn’t be.
it’s been like the craziest weeks ever..
yet.. I wouldn’t have expected less from two crazy people like us 
I’d like to tell you how much I enjoy every second with you. But you already know that.
I’d like to tell you that I like everything about you. But you already know that.
I’d like to tell you that I’ve never felt like this. But you already know that.
I’d like to tell you that it’s all true. But you already know that.
It’s crazy because it’s true. And this makes it real. And ours.
And since you already know it all.. I’m gonna keep reminding you everyday.. until you get sick and tired.. how much I like us.
it’s not much.. nor complicated.
is as simple as a three letter word can be: you.
I want your eyes.. to see me.
I want your lips.. to kiss me.
I want your fingers.. to touch me.
I want your body.. to dance of joy.
I want your heart.. to beat. along with mine.
I want your smile.. to always be on your face.
I want you to wake me up in the morning with a kiss..
I want you to hold my hand when it’s sunny.. or rainy..
I want you to just be there.
And in return.. I’ll make your dreams come true.
just because..
ok.. is there a hand book on relationships?
on what’s good.. what’s bad?..
what to do.. what not to do?..
on when it’s too early.. or too late?.. [for whatever]
if there is.. I don’t want it! I don’t care about the stupid rules society has..
I have my own rules. And if you don’t like them, tough luck
I know it’s only been just a little while.. but I feel like it’s been forever..
I feel like I’ve known you for so long.. that all our conversations seem natural.. and fair.
It’s not too early to think about anything..
I like day dreaming..
..and dreams come true
